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Four decades of life road storm, over 14,600 days, I do not know things from a sense of Huangmaoyatou to a mature woman now, an interpretation of a poignant story of a woman's transformation step by step idea of what, how many bitter, emotion, how many , a thousand words merged into one sentence: the road of life difficulties and frustrations, not how experiencing rain rainbow.

a happy and carefree childhood.
as I youngest, a child get Gejie most parents favor, often carrying a child my brother go to the movies, that is, sleeping on his back every time and no complaints. Sister, a beautiful day my red silk tie belt, so I still have that long hair has been complex. Was lying in her arms like a baby, would not rely on the middle of the parents go to bed alone, Miyoshi awards each semester is the parents have been proud. Because time and again to get the athlete finishes school, is the star pupil of the teacher in mind, that excellent win the election, so proud when the teacher gave me a kiss, I have warm childhood, but also affected my career podium, so that I put more love and passion to my students. Happy and carefree childhood, fresh and full of curiosity, when the sun is so bright that the sky is so blue, so high, is really the governor came from a little trouble!

two young To know the real depression
time flies, my brother is still warm back like yesterday, my sister braided bow also wanders in my memory, not enough time to enjoy the kind of love and care, had gradually grown up, Gejie has a family, because they use the money to get married, my school fees became a problem, then Gejie busy marriage, I think parents do not love me, conscious of them, At the time I was very anxious and helpless, I really do not want to give up my studies and become a writer pointing Jiangshan, Jiyangwenzi, has always been my dream. I was fighting too, and tried in desperation turned into a butterfly even thought about falling gently in the air. Since then, the ideal place to fly me to realize all the dreams in my heart! Unexpectedly, at this time, my father lives and working to exhaustion in the wind, the life of a person who falls to her mother, Gejie just married, I just can not see the door of the wife wears a sad color, but also bear the One mother working to exhaustion. In order to make money to treat my father for my unfinished studies, I bid farewell to the father in bed, to pack a change of clothes and books, as well as send me a newspaper Southern Weekend newspaper, I set foot in tears The work of the road. The above is a newspaper article goes on While I continue my studies while working. A man out, no friends, not familiar with the environment, do not understand business, and everything depends on your own, that is when I learned to be strong and confident.
year later [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the family would like to see my father told me to go home to see my father, when I arrived home, travel-stained, the father has his eyes deep, whole body dry, and saw me barely sit up, watched me, and Adam's apple bobbing, that is not a word, the tears kept flowing down, I carried my father cry halo in the bed, things floating down one place. I've been waiting for those few days in my father's bed, watering, scrub, do something her daughter's mind, a few days, my father pulled my hand and slowly release it. Close your eyes and fall asleep forever, it is peacefully away, my mother told me that my father is that most do not trust me, do not let me finish school, can not personally see me get married.
away Daddy, I do not want one lonely mother to stay with my mother, just in time to recruit a school teacher, I was lucky enough to pass, so that you can take care of at home while working here mother, a teacher in the school's enthusiastic guidance, I learned a lot. I work hard, earnestly study, so by the leadership and the trust of students and parents.

three wayward boyfriend is just a product of my
increases with age, the family kept urging my marriage, because do not want my mother alone, then the problem has also been reading my mind untied the knot, so I said has been reluctant to agree to any go-between, not seen that one turned down, I said I want a man than this life. A lot of money to build a school for those who are not at school children to attend school. Later the family was anxious reminders, I see gas promised [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but I chose the worst conditions for him. Dark and thin, and some foot disability, his family was not good, and my sister are already married, he can not find the object. No one at home agree. Certainly not my idol, but I stubbornly began with him.

d love me let me worry
joy, he said, the father of three years when Murakami cadres, really understand the reason, but some mothers mind, he is to take care of themselves from childhood, so He will take care of people, he and his family are very nice to me, those days, every weekend he would send me home with a bicycle, I do not allow, he is always failing, always on time, there are times I deliberately leave early, he was very angry and said, I am afraid of an accident, and later to wait for me to early. Then we will use the month of several bicycle tires bad, because road conditions are bad. Each sat on his rear, he always told me to sit back, uphill, and I would not let him down, straining Dengzhe, downhill when I hold him that we want to fly, I put my head After leaning on his back, let the wind from my long hair, the smell of his heavy breathing and the faint smell of sweat, and I think I am the happiest girl in the world.
adhesion to let him so I am, let him go out to work, to send him that way, he said a lot of dismay, then, repeatedly told me that he is not around the day, asking me to take good care of myself, I very moved, for the first time kissed his forehead. He was always a letter a few days, when communication is still underdeveloped, less than a month he went, he said he can not stand the pain of Acacia to accompany in my side. Although we often together, but I am very traditional man, he can not without my permission I have overstepped the bounds of intimacy, almost a year when we get along, we just hand it Lara. Think about going to live a life without love, mind somewhat bleak, sometimes, I always avoided him, and he told me very patient, always considerate and caring to me his best. I really can not find him not.
once a large population census, the village just a few of them made my book, saw his account of this, the above information has his true, original, to me he had concealed his true age, in fact, this I do not care, just angry he was dishonest to me, so we first trouble of contradiction, that I drank two bottles of liquor, wine mad by the pain I have to say a heart, my mind is the time to understand , just general weakness, could not move it, he is guilty, sad to hold me until the morning. Subsequently, I will not be prosecuted, but the addition of a layer of thought from my heart.

five to be his beautiful bride
year later, in the eyes of the people understand, I put on a wedding dress for him to do his beautiful bride. Wedding night, I used his own body to comfort the lonely heart sinking, I think they are the holy angels, see the white sheets tis plum blossom, his eyes flashing with glistening tears, full of grateful that they have to love my whole life, always good to me.
marriage, he told me his best gentle, fallen in love with my whole family, so I quickly dissolved into a new home, although the material is poor, but the house always smelled crude laughter. I treat her in-laws after marriage, housework, caring and considerate to him but also his best. Unanimously to family members and neighbors at home.
year later we have a lovely child, the child born days, I am grateful to him, to help the child to wash his diapers, I had more points in order to sleep during the day and good work, he always take the baby to sleep, when he may be hard, but very happy, and perhaps should permit the phrase All day in a good mood. Others said he was completely changed after getting married another man.

six
A marriage is a hodgepodge of partial Every days of rain leaking
Every day is not Sunday, not 93 years a heavy rain that washed out of my house, had four walls, no walls now, only housed in another home, we have to consider the building, then we have no savings, only a loan shark, but days of rain leaking every side, due to particularly bad weather that year, Xin hard-burned brick hard all scrapped, without a usable and looked at the piles of dirt, I tears, but also comfort their families. Later in the Gejie's help, we re-buy a brick building, house is built, but this time we are heavily in debt, the important task of life, so I am very depressed. In order to allow the elderly and children have a happy family, I have to consider giving up my beloved career, decided to go out business.
B silent protest against the marriage of the boat ran aground
no funds have to no technology into business, we can not start, had to choose a small business, so we decided to do catering. Remember we are the sister, by the beginning of 2500 yuan, and then East to fight the hash total of less than three thousand it, they begin to start our career. As the pressures of life, not the kind of good mood, nor the kind of romance, when we enter into a marriage is also the lowest valley, his bad temper slowly emerged, stubborn, willful, opinionated, quick to get angry, I was very frustrated, but I'm not the kind of people who like to vent any of the things I have quietly keeping everything, hiding in the no man weeping alone at a person's patience is limited, after all, that year, it is often said that the seven-year itch, we can not make up for the feelings of the cracks appeared, the first time I protested to him, made a surprise move, left home to go to Guangzhou to work. He chases him to the station to retain any, of small children also got me to lobbyists, when my heart has been cold, not the slightest nostalgia, Italy has decided to decided to not return for three years, decided to set foot on the train south.
me into a fellow's yard, where she as director, arranged the same day of my work, where I work hard, to numb themselves with work, others say I was a workaholic, and I smile shaking his head , a few days, they received his letter, he promised not to hurt me in blood, I Yigaibuli will, to hide it, then almost a day for a registered, the villagers found not to have stopped me once The letter read, I go back to persuade, but I did not back the idea, and later one of his letters in a single laboratory, said that deterioration in his condition, have cancer, want me to see him one last time, I thought contradictions great, back to back or not, after all, the situation is a couple years, then how is not, nor abandoned his matter, maybe a woman is inherently cheap, so I set foot on the way home, the train station in his hometown He and his son to meet the train, he said they waited in the night, and afraid to miss, I'm all the way to silent, and my heart mixed feelings, back home, I found that he really lost a lot these days, store a mess everywhere covered with dust, as if uninhabited for several days, the business stopped for a few days did not open for business. Later I took him to a big city hospital, said to be anxious Fire Attack heart, inflammation of the legs increased, there is no big deal, I sigh. After returning home to take care of my store again, get the business back up. That the father was very sad to leave, I heard a few days he could not eat sleep well, he was worried that business up and finally destroyed this house, that is my only one thing I am sorry for the elderly, are now to think of it guilt. I do not know should not be so tolerant and patient, no intention to hurt the elderly.
 C to have a full house, I try to adjust their attitude
later we had a long talk, a review of their own shortcomings, he vowed not unreasonable to me that we live well, so that the elderly and children happy. During that time he really changed a lot, we were careful in operating a sub shop. I have to adjust their attitude, I would like to marry him now, we should give him more happiness and joy. Give your child a complete home, so that the elderly have a happy and stable in later life.

seven boats entering the marriage life of quiet haven
let us know how to hone the true meaning of life, vigorous Not everyone can experience love, and happiness reflected in the daily necessities of life among , plain is the most true. We work together to operate a business to start later and from roadside stalls, opportunities are always determined to look to the people, a chance since we have the characteristics of their shops, and then continue to improve the adjustment, which has slowly the stability of their customer groups, we paid off all debts, and some balance. Just so we are getting better when the father left us a few days did not allow him to live a good life, it is the pain in my heart forever.

eight I learned tolerance and patience
marriage without love, it should be said is great, the kind of built up living together for many years beyond the blood relationship, the family can not give up, I'm used to for his care and consideration, has also adapted his character, although I can not change what he was, but I have changed yourself to adapt to him. Though his bad temper has not changed much, but now I no longer care about it, and I do not care about his unreasonable and should be grateful to him, he transformed me, and it made me Rain or shine today, Huodadadu. And get along with him all these years my greatest achievement is that we can allow the world hardly contain the matter, all bearish, calm water, no longer care to pay not return, learn tolerance and patience.

nine I try to upgrade themselves, so taste a woman
in ordinary work, I try to find work fun, treat each and every customer, constantly sum up experience and strive for a higher level. Outside of work, I take time every day for the latest information on the Internet [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], or read a book to learn the experience of others, continue to enrich themselves. I also like getting soaked in the kind of soft music, so calm and soft, remove the how many irritability and anxiety. Have time to also do some word games, that kind of literature do not have to give up the pursuit, his own emotions and record collection in order in my BLOG, where is my mind kept place.
I would have more time to accompany the elderly to enable them to less loneliness and solitude. Also often with their children online, singing pop songs, disco. Try to reduce the gap and children.
I have to go outside every morning to practice yoga, or running, your body full of vitality, so that my good mood one day, and then bring such a good mood and everyone around. Sometimes take time to come to a close contact with nature, her husband took me on a motorcycle to look at the scenery outside, we revel in the beautiful scenery of those years, and then photographed those landscapes, sent to friends online and sharing. I still have some Wangnianzhijiao, and together they discuss life, along with mountain climbing outing, so they will never maintain a young heart.

 ten with grateful heart [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], so I'm happy contented woman
step by step way, first of all thank the parents with me to keep me, give me flesh and blood, and taught me the truth in life, they words and deeds, let me know how the hard-working, kind, sincere, filial piety, honesty is the life of the country.
thank teachers taught, they taught me a lot of knowledge, as it always historical events, poetry and cultural essence of physical phenomena, chemical reaction, calculus. I appreciate the extensive and profound Chinese culture.
thank the friends of the care and assistance, in the over to help me when I am confused, when I lost my reminder Endeavour, a friend of concern and good wishes, I always like a spring breeze, the warm and often accompanied or so.
to thank her husband for loving me, he let me know how to do a woman's happiness. He put me in this life as the only, I no longer afford to dream of passion and romance are illusory. I moved him a gentle look, a casual hand, a thoughtful words, a soft hug, and I often used these memories to warm my heart, to have all the love a person, my life without regrets!
I thank my children, so I know the great and proud mother! To the forward momentum of his hope and all my efforts were willingly. It was a great maternal love.
 I thank my customers for their support and love have my career development and growth. I think the brand in recent years made my chain, into the country.
surrounded by so many people care and love, happiness and joy around me, I should be grateful to life, cherish life!
four-year-old woman living in the endurance test is carried out step by step, a beautiful transformation and thus to understand the true meaning of life is no longer tender love and self-willed, not impatient, learned a strong, confident, learned tolerance, patience, learned to love, from becoming more rational and mature. , From the inside exudes the charm of a woman.
only text as their four-year-old gift